Sunday, October 08, 2006
Blah, took me so long to convince my dad to let me use the computer cos he was insisting that I study. Oh man im sick of mugging la, blogging helps, momentarily, to alleviate the boredom and tiredness (:
My lit and math tests are screwed, was like only halfway through lit pls, and about three quarters of that are crap, so im predicting a failure. Ugh. Math test was a plain loss of 4 marks, wth. I calculated the volume of cylinder wrongly, can you believe? Im so fed up with myself. 19 ppl got full marks. Its that easy pls.
How retarded. Cath high has e-learning too, and my bro is so hyped up about it, how lame. And im so looking forward to thurs, when I can finally watch graces vcd and princess hours without having to hear nagging every five mins. Oh yea, im pretty hooked onto princess hours on youtube, its such a touching and hilarious drama with the right amt of fantasy to ignite my dreams, LOL. But really, its nice to dream now and then, to know that each one of us can become a princess.
Thurs was weird. While sitting at carpark area with sarah during recess, - came with her friend. They were telling sarah to go with them, and sarah agreed. I was just thinking, yea ok snr what, no harm. Baby and bala came upon seeing sarah go off with -, and started interrogating me cos the bunch was actually not straight. I was like, yea I know – is not straight, but dusen mean anything what. Then sarah came back, with a box of chocs in her hand. The girl HAD GIVEN IT to her. Baby, bala and dhanya were like, sarah had just accepted her love. So sarah was debating whether to give it back to her or not, then she decided not to and distributed the chocs around back in cls. Weird luh. Damn weird.
Hcl eoy was total crap, it was horrible. Both paper one and two are all so screwed, it was damn difficult la, wth. But mr lim haha was funny, having him invigilating is hilarious, he spoke broken Chinese and wrote cursive Chinese words on the board, LOL. After hcl ended it was alr 1.10, and we were supposed to have revision phy lessons with ms m tan at 1.45. however, Christmas, chewlin, cz, dhanya, akshaya and me still decided to go to island creamery. Dhanya was nice, she treated me and christmas to banana split. Cookies and cream<33 aksh was comical eh, she laughed and the whole scoop of ice cream fell out. HAHAHA. we were all laughing madly, and wanted to get a cup for aksh but the guy say cnt. KILLJOY luh. We ended up 10 mins late for ms tans lesson, and im ever so grateful that she dint scold me or whatsoever. Lsn was horrendous, am still having major problems with phy, I doubt I can pass that component in eoy, omfg. Im going to have to do v v well for my chem and bio component to secure a pass, how despo can I get?
have not gone for gym for 2 lessons alr, not intending to go for the next two either. SO THERE. But I will be back to normal training by next Saturday, really intending to put in effort since eoys will be over by then. I dont think im going to pursue gym any furthur than 16, because no matter how hard I work, I know will never, never go into the nat team. I have little experiences, little agility and am too old. Ok, I used to mourn, but yea, I have accepted my fate now. There might still be a chance for me to join gym as a cca in JC, but its a v slim one. So…yea.
Saw this 165 guy again, the tall one in white and blue uniform with the trousers lowlow. HAHAHA. he’s kinda hot eh.
Blah. Theres another article about salsa fever AGAIN. Ugh, they don have to rub it in right? And the post exam activities list is out. many many are doing salsa. I want to forget; but I cant. Im supposedly given the chance to serve the entire sec2 cohort, so maybe I shld be thankful and happy instead. But I don know how.
Theres currently two fucking big mouth ulcers in my mouth, they throb with pain everytime I talk or eat, which is just irritating and annoying.
Gtg now. Wth, 2 papers each on tues, wed and thurs. but after 12pm on thurs I will be FREE of ALL academic stuffs. Eagerly awaiting it. Off to mug. CHEERS
And its so hazy out there. Weird smell too. Only one more day left to mug, OH GOD!!
I WANT TO DO WELL. AND I WILL.
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