Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Finally decided to go for the sec3 camp thing. it better be good la, im like missing salsa just for it okay. I antagonized over it for like two bloody long days. Wth la, it killed zillions of my brain cells pls. Not to mention that my heart has gone so dismayed. And the stupid papers kept mentioning salsa fever.
The teachers shouldnt dump this stuff onto us RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE of eoys pls, its so distracting. I went around with a headache on fri la. so you see how much I love salsa? It has been my wish for like God knows how many years already. Wasting my energy getting so hyped up about buffet spread.
But looking on the bright side, its kinda good to be able to miss cca stuffs and whatnot. Not that I don’t like cca, but cos it’s a tad weird to have cca in holiday mood. HAHA. and yea, to have teachers trusting you etc is a great boost to self-esteem, hoho.
But cracks are alr starting to show.
1. People think I applied for it. (ugh, would I forfeit my ONCE IN A LIFETIME chance to learn salsa for that?? Only the prospects of speaking to the tchrs led me to go for it. Aiya going to seniors cls alr makes me so scared, I wont even want to speak to tchrs man.)
2. I hv to work with ppl I don particularly like.
Ok, so basically these are the cracks.
Was so looking forward to tennis today, then the stupid sky had to rain la, wth. So we ended up playing the silent game and husband and wife in the space. It was fun, though not as fun as tennis:/ ms wee dint come for hcl lesson today, was busy with going through of o level prelim paper. So she gave me the visualizer and the test papers, to give out and tell them to count their marks etc. it was horror pls, the visualizer dint work cos got one missing wire, how lame is that, so cz and I ran down to 4e5 to look for ms wee. Then I knock on door, and ms wee went, why? Then obviously I say that the visualizer got missing wire, and the whole sec 4 cls started laughing. Gosh la, so malu. Then ms wee gave me some markers, and told me to WRITE EVERYTHING down on the board for them to copy. So by the end of the lsn I had practically memorized the whole answer key alr. Its COMPREHENSION somemore, so I guess her 2 markers all ran out of ink liao, LOL.
Got back test results. 34 and a half over 50 for hcl, quite okay la. home econs got 33 over 40, good considering that I never do 3 questions. then SURPRISE. My CA2 overall science marks went UP from an F9 to an A2. 70.8. so HAPPY pls. Now MUST study for science eoy alr, got extra motivation. HAHA.
Im scared for my Chinese, what if I don’t do well in my Os?? Then according to ms wee, hcl O level is supposedly super diff to get an A2. then sec3 I guess there would nt be any post exam activities for my Chinese cls, cos I think got some kind of Chinese intensive, oh my God. I MUST DO WELL. I MUST.
And I have realized that im hundred percent committed to my studies, LOL. Have been mugging like hell. Cos I need the eoy marks to pull up my present marks, which sucks like hell.
A few Saturdays ago, went j8 for lunch at long john. There was this group of rjc gym guys in long john, and they freaked me out. Can you imagine, 5 or 6 of super muscular guys staring at you? I could, like, literally feel their eyes on me. I walked out and they followed me. So I quickly walked off. HAHA. At night went for dinner at amk. The amk sec area. Then I saw this sir. WEARING A RED CROSS SHIRT. SITTING OPP ME. It was MR VAMPIRE, LOL. Then he kept staring at me. Cos apparently mr vampire met me at fa comp and evac bronze before. Then my mother went, ‘eh your red cross. Sir, sir, sir.’ Like some retard eh. I think mr vampire heard it la, wth. Somemore I DINT GREET HIM, can you believe it, was too scared to do so.
Lsns are so boring nowadays, but im sitting right in front (first row eh), smack at the side of the tchrs table, so cant sleep. Index order what. Tmr is the worst. Ms kaur not coming, so 1 and a half hrs of free period. Then sci ms m tan will come in, argh, boring. Math and lit all got test, even worse. BUT IM PREPARED. Haha.
Still havent get the shoe padding yet, wth, laoshi wants us all to wear it nxt thurs. it may seem a long way off but I don see myself stepping out of the house anytime during eoys. And its supposed to have been brought long ago, as far as 3 weeks back, so we can practice in it.
But WHO CARES, im off to mug. RAHH-
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