Friday, November 24, 2006
Fucking tired. Fucking blisters. Fucking boots. Fucking fever. Fucking parents. Fucking life.
What a fucking day it is. Today, 10am, was supposed t be the publicity thing, but fucking fever had t come and ruin my day, fucking parents had t fuck up my day. But at least the doctor was decent :D I tell you, this open hse thing is the only thing ive wanted t go to this week, but fever had t stop me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO FUCK AN APE. F. U. C.K.
Wtv, I dont see how saying fuck can help, although it does alleviate my pain…regret!!!!! I dont care, im gonna do this publicity thing at least once in my life.
Yestd, went j8 for movie with family (now fucking family, or FF) happy feet (yes, wonder why ive t watch it? because ive became such a poor pathetic person despo for a movie)
Cinema was like a reminder of school days, pri sch friends like hidayah and danny (from Anderson now) and people like cheryl liew and rina (from smss lah, where else) were there. Then super coincidental, cousin was there watching happy feet too, met her as we came out of cinema.
Prac for the upcoming pop on tues, footdrilling like mad :/ feet was burning, wonder why boots don melt. Blisters at 3 places, I swear, im taping my feet on actual day pop.
Blah, went tp (Thomson plaza, get it?) in the evening, got those new socks (fake crocs, lah) wishlist expanded in a matter of a few minutes, that top, this book (im getting that in her shoes book no mater what okay), and gasp! I saw my dream prom dress there. Its GREEN and sexy enough but not too sexy, lah (: okay, I just need t grow 8cm taller, which is mission impossible :/
That man is generous, he gave people free kiddie rides (you know, that unicorn merry-go-round). Haha long story, ask me if you want details (:
3e3 seems t be rather sad, as far as I heard, people seem t be appealing left, right and centre :/ even sarah wants t opt out t 3e4, nonononono, this is a serious nightmare, fellow bitches (: I was considering appeal (t 3e4 lah, where else), cos if everyone appeals out of 3e3 then I will be the (gasp!) loner, stuck stuck stuck without my fellow bitchess (:
But so far I can only think of one single reason that is remotely decent, I tell you I cant write ‘my fellow bitches are all at 3e4’ or ‘sarah is going too’ to the PRINCIPAL.
So far, it has only been ‘I feel that my going into 3e4 would help me maximize my potential’ or something t that effect. But wtv, deadline has passed, so crumple and throw the letter, man. Throw away the thoughts and bring on 3e3! :D
Btw, did I mention that crocodile socks suckzz t the max? I wore it for a few hrs of footdrill and that hour of pop performance rehearsal, wow, they turned black, and I mean seriously charcoal black, with a few big holes thrown in for added effect, and tada! You have no sock.
Many diff versions of why im not in sch today, here is the real one. Im sick (fucking hell, I hate fever), daddy got injured arm (torn muscle, but he has been such an ass, my sympathy has been killed). Haha, I cooked up a story abt his going overseas (doha for the asian games, where else), but its tmr, lah.
I dont even know what have I got myself into, new tutor is like damn ex and stuck up and sucky :/
Life is crappy, im stuck at home (even have t sneak my laptop t my bed t blog, how pathetic).
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