Thursday, November 16, 2006
Yeah, im still alive and kicking (kicks bro for emphasis) okay, blogger refused t let me blog yestd, first time I felt like killing it.
The reason why im here is t bitchabouteverything, haha.
Yes xf fine if you not happy with me, I take that, I get on. Firstly, there is nothing socially, morally or wtv wrong with laughing, I was under the impression that laughing actually HELPS. Like huh, you can talk t her while I have t keep quiet, yes and you do not need t purposefully chastise me so loudly.
Rude, yes. If you havent noticed before, yeah we are yearmates but im SEC2SEC2SEC2. There are boundaries, in fact I DEMAND them. WTV.
Woah, its pathetic, people can fake so much just t suck up and get wtv they want. Haha, I start laughing whenever I think of them.
If I could find the strength inside t leave rc, I would, but im stuck in this noncommittal limbo. I just want t make the right decision NOW. I dun want t be a grand old dame in 50 years time, still making snide comments abt rc. In order t go thru with it, keep my feet firmly planted in it, I need t know in advance that I can, if not forget, then at least forgive. I need t know that the little bit of love I feel for rc will grow again, back t the way it was a long long time ago. Why is it that I feel like im the only person who is confused and concerned about the choices I made and where im headed? Why am I ranting? God, I need t stop.
YOU AND YOU AND YOU WERE THE REASONS I DINT GO, WHY SHLD I HUH. Anw it is so not my fault, I went and got nothing so WHY SHLD I BOTHER. Haha.
Tmr is the big 17 nov, im having serious misgivings about my choice of subject combi, omg I dun want a physics and a chemistry do you hear me. Okay, here I am rambling on about physics and chemistry, there I went and put 3e5 down as first choice, god, im such an ass (:
Mon, full dress rehearsal for pop performance (note: I do not consider it a dance) omg why they add in that huh, do they notice I cant split ON the parade ground without hurting my you-know-where and the soles of my feet. Capri pants and class jersey, do they even go together? Haha, im making a big deal out of it (:
Bitching done, bitch (me lah) satisfied (:
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