Monday, January 15, 2007
lessons have been well, alright. the homework pile is mounting though, i have at least 2 projects (bio and cme) on my hands now, and a ton of other UNCOMPLETED UNDONE UNTOUCHED homework. i just cleared pure hist though, lsb is kinda scary for me t mess around with.
3RD week of sch, and im in class doing an ENG TEST. effort was there for compre, but summary was total slack; im failing it, seriously. so we were doing our test when suddenly in flew A GIGANTIC CROW, flapping its wings and terrifying the entire class. IS IT A SIGN OF BAD OMENS??
im really starting to enjoy pure hist with lsb now, at least he's better than what sarah tells me of her pure geog darling (: today in class we talked abt the castration of enuches so that they are unable t have affairs with the concubines (: INTERESTING*
okay, i wasted my time watching the last episode of fan lihua and so you think you can dance 2 just now. IM SO DISAPPOINTED IN FAN LIHUA. there were no POIGNANT scenes, no SOLID ending. triumph is still the best :D
4 days, 3 nights.
first day, we were alr well behind time when we left sch, wasnt a very good start. no one was excited abt the camp anw, it just sucks t have camp when we've just settled into new year, new class, new environment.
im lazy t list what happened, heres the itinery. welcoming briefing, moving in (students got the huts, we leaders slept in dorm 6), ice breaking and objective setting, lunch, nature hunt, rock climbing, kayaking (cold wind froze me), dinner, night walk (mud mud and more mud, plus i DONT dare hold mr soh's hand), shower, supper and then debrief.
then blahblahblah, shall blog abt it another time.
i dint understand why. do you know i dint enjoy every minute of you as my trainer? i felt sad when i left. as i should. but your tone of voice, your stare, were bent, directed at me. you apologized to the group in the end, but an apology is never enough to compensate the hurt and anger that i felt. thanks alot, dont trust exist does it? i dont appreciate what you did,if you expected me t, you're wrong. we're not that pathetic you know. thanlks. the rain lashed, i screamed. you made it a whole lot worse, im not going t pretend i dont know, its Obvious. is it rude or helpful t tell others off? things that you think you're doing for good turns out t be a curse instead. i trust(ed?) you?
the window awaits me, glass thrown wide open :/ melancholy hits me on a beautiful monday :/ bye camp, you've been a bitch, hello school, be nicer, will you?
I MISS 2E5 2OO6!!! life isnt the same without tr, chewlin, cz, archana etc. LETS TRY T MEET UP EVERY RECESS! i know it sounds lame, but its the only time we share together (except for those in pure hist and elect lit with me).
life is going the fast way, im in a dirt track, racing for time, heading towards a bend. sometimes we need to lose smth or some people to know the friality of life, and its a sad realisation. anw, cca fair is on wed, im awaiting it yet im dreading it.
i know, im messed up. so let me solve this out on my own, leave me alone.
all i can say is, im eagerly awaiting my lit lesson tmr (:
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