Monday, January 22, 2007
My phone was vibrating at 2.17am, but I left it alone. (Yes, I am contactable 24 hours. Literally.)
My very first thought was, 'if its xiyun then its time for her to get some sleep.'
Anyway it turned out to be YAHUI (???), which is kinda suprising and weird because we don’t know each other that well. So as I said, I went drifting back to dreamland, only to be woken up at 4.11am because daddy was going to kl (for asean football cships, what else). And I wasnt able to sleep after that :/ oh wells, I’ve got 4 hours of sleep, which is kind of letdown cos I was planning to sleep early but ended up rushing out rc debrief instead. So…ya.
Mondays and Tuesdays aren’t particularly nice days, we have the most boring lessons and the latest dismissal time of the week. I wasted my time writing out a one page essay for question 10 of newsweek, when ms chang didn’t even go through a single thing. Hmmph.
Mrt today was GOOD :D second test of the year (the first being eng compre), and im confident about securing full marks. Don’t know why, but algrebra seemed to be so familiar and it all…flowed out naturally, so I was actually surprised when I could do the simultaneous thing. Finished in 20 minutes and started reading my book, think the cc guy saw but couldn’t be bothered.
Anyway, davinci said I was very calm during mrt. CALM?! CALM?! Hahaha, it told you, I don’t know why I could do everything.
Today marks a milestone in history!! I actually read a CHINESE book (ok lah it was a qiong yao romance novel) right through from start to end. Claps. But at the end of it all, I didn’t like the storyline. It was just IMMORAL, UNJUSTIFIED and so UNROMANTIC. I mean, stealing another woman’s husband? That’s so…unexplainable. All in all, I confess im still a die-hard romantic with a penchant for those happy-ever-after novels (:
hmm anyway i've cleared almost all my homework (except for emath and the projects), and revised quite abit. Pure Hardworking; cant help it :D
Very soon I’d be making a decision again. Why does it always fall on my shoulders? After all, they are supposed to be my PARENTS, and parents are the ones making decisions and all. Maybe its because I know and they know that their decisions aren’t always suited to me. Oh well, I guess its just me alone with my thoughts again.
This time it isn’t just some trivial thing; it’s a great big matter (by my standards). Its about gym. There can be only one thing I can focus on at this point of time, and the question is, is it gym or ballet? Yes, my parents have agreed to finally let me attend ballet classes. At this moment theres still a lot to consider (the quality of vms, the cost and the time slot), but choosing between dance and gym is just unexplainable.
I remain insistent that you cant compare gym and ballet; they’re completely different things. Gym has been a part of me, still is, and will always be. ballet was long awaited, but quitting gym for it has never crossed my mind.
I admit, life will be less hectic if I go for ballet. It will only be once a week, 2 hr lesson. Plus, vms is nearer to my house. But ballet can't replace gym; never will be.
Gymnastics... it's not been an easy journey, all the nights before gym gathering courage to face everything. Seeing the arguments, seeing so many things that separated the team. At times i thought gym was the worst ever. But in the end if you look deeper, you don't see gymnasts, you see people. People who inspire; people who don’t give up; people who work for their results.
It's something I can't explain... there's nothing i can say except that it's my life and all - it's just - there's nothing else i can do. i don't give up because, well, i can't.
Still have not made my decision. :/
WAIT, THERE’S LIT TOMORROW!! OH LOVE!!
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