Saturday, March 31, 2007
been trying to write my eng essay for the past couple of hours but nothing came out.
I have come to this point where im typing everything out without omission.
The day started off badly. Chang scolded me for putting my files on my table and taking up three quarters of my working space. I don’t know what happened with sarah and me. But all I know is, my heart broke when I went back to class after rc and saw the table moved. Rc was complete disaster. We were being serious for footdrill but got scolded for not having enthusiasm. In the past we laughed around and got scolded as well. Well if we cant be serious and cant laugh then what can we do. The scolding went from a quiet one to one of the harshest tone. Xinfeng, michele cried. Honestly, I felt like crying too, but I forced my tears away. Why should I cry? Instead I bottled it all up, put on a smiling front for captains ball. I was telling myself, once I get home im going to have a good cry. But by that time I was already numb. Numb to the pain, numb to the blows. If at that time you tell me that my house caught fire or smth I would have smiled.
Im trying not to think abt it but I don’t know how to go to school on mon.
This week was a hectic week. Eng narrative test was alright, I wrote about an autistic child. The topic they gave us was cooperation btw. Chem ct was quite alright, bit of a disaster really.
TOM ROBINSON - running away from jail, giving up on the appeal - running away from the battle he and atticus are fighting – courage is is the substance of things hoped for, and courage is courage when you think it is.
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